Starting with a Blank Canvas

 Hello and Welcome,

I don't even know, when or if somebody is gonna read this, but hey, never say never. And let me tell you upfirst: I don't know what I'm throwing myself into here. 

I have had blogs before on Tumblr, but this isn't the same at all. 

Everything I'm talking about is personal information basically, I'm in no way experienced in finances, life or psychology. I'll be talking about things that have helped me or what I'm struggling with.

I'll remain anonymous, for now. Nobody has to care about that. I'll still tell you something about me before I start with current things I want to share: 

My name isn't actually Tory but I'm comfortable with you calling me that. I'm part of the LGBTQ+ community and my pronouns are she/her. I live in a medium popular city in Germany and I'm in my Twenties, I moved out of my parent's house into my first apartment and I'm in the second year of my apprenticeship for a very universal office job.

I have a very wide spread range of interests and hobbies (I used to do and enjoy): 

I'm very creative, I can sew, draw/paint, sing and I used to play the piano for a few years. I'm also a writer, I love telling stories. I am a big fan of watching movies and series, playing different video games (especially Animal Crossing New Horizons right now). I love cooking and love eating different foods (I'm not picky, though I hate zucchinis with a neverending passion). I used to dance in different studios, from modern to classic ball dances over pole dance and zumba. I loved going to the gym.

Somehow most, if not all of this (except for the cooking and playing video games/Netflixing) has escaped me. Idk why exactly, could be cause I started comparing myself to others or cause my depression made those tasks very difficult... 

But most of them I just don't do anymore. But I want to pick them up again! I used to enjoy them so much and I've spent so much time on them.

Apart from that, I think you should know I'm currently single after a 5 year-long relationship ended (I broke up with him FYI) on good terms. And I'm very open minded towards almost everything, towards sexuality, alcohol, paranormal stuff/religions and astrology to name just a few.

My main motto this year is: Don't expect anything from anyone (but yourself) and you won't be disappointed. 

I think that post is long enough already, so... for now: Goodbye my friends and talk to you later, when I've worked out something I want to share again! <3